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13 July 2024

12 July 2024

Weigh-in: 149.3 lb lost so far: 6.8 lb still to go: 24.3 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (1 comment) gaining 1.0 lb a week

09 July 2024

08 July 2024

It's been 46 days that I've been off to focus on my health and still struggling not to think about work. This is one of the health issues I need to tackle. Last night our lovely secretary popped into my head with her rude comments. I kept telling myself that the past is gone, so get over it. Tried to replace the thoughts with other thoughts, but the other thoughts just melted away. Then I tried reading. I read the bible and thought about how much more Jesus went through than I have. Didn't work. I read another chapter from "The Wonderful Wizard of Oz" as recommended by my psychologist. Didn't work. Finally, I told myself that is ONE person. Why am I getting upset over 1 person? Does she matter in my life? Is she always going to be there, even after I retire? Then I finally did the rebuking method. (Yes, I was desperate to get some sleep at 3:00 am.) LOL, as silly as I felt...it worked. I think I fully understand one of my other coworker's comments and that was we were both shell shocked from the treatment we received after being 2 of the few people who got to work during COVID. She's right. She also left, because she wasn't going to put up with the mistreatment any longer. I can't even imagine what my father must have gone through after the war. I just remember him as a heavy drinker and smoker when I was a child. Maybe I should start writing to get all of my internal anger and fear out.

05 July 2024

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