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17 May 2012

Good news and bad news. Going to give the bad news first and get it over with. I will NOT be in my dream jeans for my birthday. I am really bummed about that. I was so committed to wearing them Monday. I don't understand what happened. I think there maybe something to my body getting used to my new lifestyle. It is not responding like it once did. Other bad news. This weekend is going to be really challenging to stay under my RDI. Three graduation parties, one wedding and my bday. I said it before, I will say it again. I LOVE cake. There is going to be lots of cake opportunity this weekend. I am hopeful I can limit it to just the wedding cake. Don't know why but wedding cake is the best. I have no plans on making myself a bday cake but will find a good alternative.
Good news: I have a Dr. appointment Tuesday. First time back in 5 months. I know he will be impressed with my progress. This appoint. will also help keep me in line over the weekend. I do not want to go on an eatting bing before I go on his scale. Fingers crossed. Also, I am off now until Tuesday. Lots of opportunity to burn calories. I plan to mow the yard using the push mower. Go for bike rides, long ones with hills. Going hiking with my husband on my birthday. I can stay as long as I want at the gym in the mornings. I am hopeful.
I am trying to find ways to change things up. I think my routine has aided this plateu. I am sooo disappointed about the bday jeans. I will let that go. I will get into them. My problem with it is that it was achieveable. Still, I am doing what needs to be done. I am creating some great new habits. I feel better. I feel stronger. I am making noticable improvements. My attitude is getting better too. Yippee on that one. I didn't even want to be around me. Forward Motion!

15 May 2012

Maybe I am being delusional but for my own sanity I am choosing to believe I am gaining muscle. Maybe this is another plateu. I am trying so hard to not be pissed off. This is making me crazy! This morning the scale is up a pound. I am doing the work! I do not want to get any more frustrated. My coping skills are not that strong right now. I honestly don't believe my food choices are bad. Maybe it's those yummy daquiris I enjoy too often at night. I need to stop buying those. You pop em in your freezer and 8hours later it's a great refreshing treat. 280calorie treat. It doesn't make sense that they would be doing any damage. I know I have gained muscle. I can feel it. I know I hav lost inches. I can see it. Why wont the scale cooperate?! Ok, I am giving the scale too much power. It will catch up. Right? I hate that my progress has all but stopped. Ok,ok that is just nonsense. I realised it as soon as I wrote it. My progress has not stopped. I am making better food choices. I am exercising regularly. I am fitting into my clothes better. That is progress. Yes I would love to see results on the scale too. That damn scale can not be my only measuring stick anymore. It is doing more harm than good right now. Will just have to keep on moving forward and not be so consumed with the numbers for now. Fingers crossed.

13 May 2012

12 May 2012

Certain it's temporary but I am getting a little pissy with my slow progress. Seems like since I made the commitment for my birthday jeans things have down shifted into crawl mode. It's pissing me off right now. Yes, I have made some bad food choices from time to time. I refuse to beat myself up over that. That it going to happen in the real world I live in. I have also kept up a strong work-out routine. I want to wear my birthday jeans and I want to see better results on the scale. NOW please! I don't know what more I can do. Maybe my body is getting used to my new eating habits. Maybe my body is getting used to my new exercise routine. Maybe as I get closer to my goal it is going to get harder to lose. Blah blah blah. That may all be true but right now I Don't Care! Show me lower numbers on the scale! Please! What a difference a day makes huh. Just yesturday I was grateful for so many things. Today, I'm just pissy about my weigh-in. I will bounce back and I will bounce back soon. Just felt like unloading the ugly. Now I've unloaded and can get back to work. Marathon not sprint right. I will talk some sense into myself. Feel free to do the same for me. A poor atitude will get me no where. Maybe I need to look back a bit and get inspired by where I've come from. Think I'll give that a whirl. Forward Motion.

12 May 2012

Weigh-in: 243.4 lb lost so far: 96.6 lb still to go: 18.4 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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