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19 June 2008

17 June 2008

Ok. This is my second journal today but I am going to try to start over. After staring at my weight history for like an hour, I see that I lost 15 lbs from November to March and since March I have had no losses that have lasted. Plateau or something else? I think WW does not let me eat enough and I just do not know anymore. I have already had money taken out of my account for this month so I have until July 12 and I plan to use every bit of it following the plan. If it works, then will reconsider but as of right now I am quitting and going back to listening to my intuition and seeing how it goes. With the money I will save on WW and the gym, I may be able to go see a nutritionist sometime. I am super depressed that my ticker can never go back to showing my progress until I make new progress. So here goes.

17 June 2008

I am majorly bumming this week girls, it's one thing after another and it has been making me not pay attention to eating healthy and I have definitely gained. Don;t want to record it yet, I don't weigh in till Saturday and am going to try to flush all the bad stuff out and start fresh but it's so hard with all the stress.

I still don't have my car back yet from the accident. I am returning the rent a car Friday bc we are moving this weekend which now my hubby and I will be carpooling to work since we are moving farther away and I won't really need a car immediately. But when I return the rent a car I gotta pay 20% which is only $6 per day and I will get reimbursed for what I pay but the act of having to pay up front and not having that money for 2 or 3 days is hard cause we are so broke right now. We've been worse off but we are trying so hard to pay down our debt and are finally making consistent payments each month. We used to not even be able to do that.

Then I got home from work yesterday and hubby let me know his boss told him he has to move him down to part time...starting in 2 weeks. He had already applied for a dozen positions before he even told me so I was thankful he was really taking the initiative but it's very scary. There are so many things we have been putting off that we were going to be able to do this month with our extra money and there is none anymore. And I feel so guilty having a gym membership and paying for WW while my husband is saying he will give up cable so we can save $40 a month. I could cry right now thinking about it. I haven't told anybody yet, he called his Dad yesterday to vent and so his parents are the only ones that really know and I'm really worried. I just don;t see how we can't catch a break. We're good people who work really hard so why do these bad things keep holding us back from being successful? I might be MIA for a little while longer while I figure some shit out. I'm sorry for my team, I will try to post to the mini challenges still and even exercise too but I don't think I will be pulling a loss anytime soon unless the stress makes me, but it's usually the opposite.

17 June 2008

Weigh-in: 154.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 4.0 lb Diet followed N/A

13 June 2008

no loss this week either, boo. I've been MIA for a while, sorry. I got T-boned last Friday and wrecked my car and then my hubby's car got put in the shop too cause of a broken power window that wouldn't go up (which was a problem due to all the rain we've been getting this week) I'm going to Ft. Lauderdale this weekend to visit my cousin and then taking 95 back to see my dad on the way before I head back to Tampa. I will try to be really good but it's gonna be hard cause I am broke this week from my hubby's car eating my paycheck, though luckily my accident is covered under the bad driver's insurance since it was SO NOT my fault :) So I am driving the rental all the way to Lauderdale. So, I've been super stressed and haven't run much this week though I did do some yoga and other exercises with my husband. So, I will be MIA for a few more days and then back in full swing and totally committed. Right Cindyshine? lol. Totally. So have a great weekend everybody and I will try to stick to the healthy snacks I packed for the car ride :/

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