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Things have been crazy and depressing lately, with filing for bankruptcy, and working wonky hours, I have become lazy with trying to eat healthy and exercise. Also giving the fact that hubby is in a major depression funk himself, it's not easy to deal with a man who doesn't want to do anything to better our living situation until we find out what's going on and whether or not we lose the house.
However, I am a strong woman who needs to find her nitche...I'm going to start working out again on Monday and am giving myself small goals...aka: first 15 pounds down, going for a hair cut and dying it for my own self gratification. This is no longer a group effort, this is now for me since this marriage is stagnant and it's hard to live in depression with someone who's not there for you mentally, emotionally, or physically (though with both of us depressed, there is no want for physicality since neither of us are happy).
So I've said "new me, new day" before, but now is the time to get it going. I'm tired of being tired, overweight, and feeling alone in this marriage. I need to step it up a notch and see where it takes us, and if not us, then me. I'm not going to be a pathetic bystander any longer...
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257.4 lb
Lost so far: 9.1 lb.
Still to go: 62.4 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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losing 0.6 lb a week
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