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When I wake, today will be the first day of school. I hope I lost weight, but even more I hope school goes well. I think I'm going to try and weigh myself before I go. its 1:45am. I best be going to sleep now so I am alert in the morning. :) Goodnight (:
I pooped for the first time in 4 days
I ate so much shitty food, but tomorrow's a new day. I'm not even going to try and calculate it. I know I went over 800 cal.
for breakfast i ate a custard log donut with chocolate frosting and about 1/3 of a maple log donut with white frosting on the inside
then I had fried eggplant, fried cauliflower, and 6 or 7 raviolis with butter and tomato sauce
then I had a mini white chocolate twix and half a party sized bag of sweet and spicy doritos
it's disgusting
everything was fried, sugar, or carbs.
fat.
gross.
I tried to throw up after the doritos but nothing came up bc I had water after.
I need to face what I have done to myself.
tomorrow- breakfast will come at noon or later. I will drink 1-2 cups every hour.
I will walk around the block in the morning and in the evening.
My yoga teacher told us today that we dont fee like doing what we need. For example someone who hates running needs it the most.
I hate going for walks.
Therefore- no matter how badly I don't want to go- I must- because I need to.
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129.6 lb
Lost so far: 54.6 lb.
Still to go: 0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 7.7 lb a week
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