Well, here we are in June of 2023. With meds and healthy eating my a1c is 5.9 to 6.4. With no medication and healthy eating means 350-500 in blood sugars ALL day. My 1st problem... behind closed doors is depression. I take my happy pills and I feel good but when it comes to my health I am totally depressed. I'm changing my pain meds and coming off of them. I will begin Marijuana therapy soon. perhaps that will help with my depression too. 2nd... I'm tired of begging for medecine I can't afford. With high deductibles and donut holes with medicare it makes it impossible for some to aquire medicine they need yet the younger generations don't have any of these limitations when they get the same medications. It's depressing to see. You just feel neglected and the government governs it. Nothing you can do about it. The 3rd thing is I get this I don't care attitude. If I can't aquire medications that I need along with it comes an I don't care attitude. I'm at the point if medication I can't get without it being a sample pin every now and again then I tend to be a candidate for having body parts cut off a little at time as well as being drug to have dialysis. That is not living! Let me go naturally. I dont want to be cut up in idy biddie parts. Just let me go naturally. Ugh
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298.1 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 128.1 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 12 May 2019:
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1017 kcal
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Fat: 33.33g | Prot: 37.96g | Carb: 143.59g.
Breakfast: Aunt Jemima Butter Lite Syrup, Plain Pancakes. Lunch: Kraft Classic Catalina Lite Dressing, Celery, Cucumber (Peeled), Red Sweet Pepper, Marketside Whole Baby Carrots. Dinner: Prepared Upside-Down Cake, Cooked Green String Beans (from Frozen), Roasted Broiled or Baked Chicken Breast. more...
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