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Once again, I say I'm getting on track, but this past week I have been an emotional wreck! I haven't been keeping track of what I've been eating, but it's mostly been organic vegetables which is good. My boyfriend, Brenden, is leaving to go back to school on Sunday morning at 6 am and whenever I think about, the tears can't hold themselves back anymore. I pride myself on being an independant young woman with her own ambitions, but slowly but surely, our lives are starting to morph into one complicated life. I know it's good because I love him and I can't wait to spend every day with him, but this is incredibly hard when I know he will be gone for 9 months out of the year and I'll maybe get to see him one weekend a month. It's really killing me. This will be the hardest goodbye I've ever had to say. I just wish he would move even 100 miles closer so at least it will be easier for me to come visit. I know this is unrealistic though. He needs to finish school and so do I. I just wish it wasn't this hard. =[ And I will have to do it at least 2 more times before he finally can stay around here. I just need to refocus on what I can do here while he's away. I will save up money and maybe I can make it on my own. I can exercise more with my new free time. I would love to lose 10 pounds by my birthday. I'll probably be eating out less. That's good. I just wish this were easier.
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225.4 lb
Lost so far: 5.6 lb.
Still to go: 45.4 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 14 August 2009:
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794 kcal
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Fat: 26.75g | Prot: 48.48g | Carb: 98.07g.
Breakfast: butter, fish oil supplement, activia peach yogurt, nonfat milk, ezekiel 4:9 raisin. Lunch: apple, o organics mild cheddar cheese, healthy one's honey ham. more...
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losing 0.5 lb a week
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