It has been a long time, I feel overwhelmed and hopeless. I have no words left like "this time is the time", being heavy is beyond frustrating and caring about it is the worst. I mean really, is it worth all this focus, I have been obsessed with weight since I was 10. that is 31 years of judging myself by my jiggly thighs and who else is (if anyone) is bigger in the room. And I get it, not only are there people who weigh more who might think I am a twit 'cause they would be happy to "only" be 30 pounds overweight, and there are way bigger tragedies than being heavy, I am so sick of it I could scream!
so, can I say that?
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177.0 lb
Lost so far: 2.0 lb.
Still to go: 32.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 0.2 lb a week
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