luvmystella's Journal, 06 January 2009

I ended up binge eating at around 11:00 last night and I didn't log the food - I was already over my points for the day. I was feeling stressed and I allowed my emotional eating to take control over me. I ate nearly an entire bag of BBQ baked lays and at least a cup of pistachios followed by a 100 calorie pack of Mr Salty chocolate covered pretzels. I felt awful afterword and even while I was eating I thought - Why am I doing this? I'm not hungry, just emotional - but I didn't stop! Grrrrr. Why do I do this to myself? The scale this morning reflected it too. I must get back on the wagon today!
164.0 lb Lost so far: 61.0 lb.    Still to go: 24.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.

Diet Calendar Entries for 06 January 2009:
410 kcal Fat: 6.25g | Prot: 20.31g | Carb: 76.20g.   Breakfast: Light Multi-Grain English Muffin, Fat Free Milk, Egg, Coffee. Snacks/Other: Soup at Hand Classic Tomato Soup 25% Less Sodium. more...
2588 kcal Activities & Exercise: Weight Training (moderate) - 5 minutes, elliptical - 24 minutes, treadmill - 8 minutes, Desk Work - 8 hours, Resting - 9 hours and 23 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours. more...
gaining 9.8 lb a week

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I fell off last night too! I ate too much out and then when I got home, there was birthday cake for my hubby left over. I ate about three big bites and then threw the rest down the sink. Then I had a brownie and some other stuff I can't remember. I'm not going to log it in nor weigh myself today or even tomorrow. But I'm back on the wagon today, I hope! Maybe you shouldn't have that stuff in the house. I can't have that stuff around because, when I'm weak, I lose my self-control.  
06 Jan 09 by member: debbra
I guess we all fall off sometimes. Well, you are absolutely right Debbra. I threw away the rest of the bag of potato chips and I took the rest of the pistachios to work and set them out for everyone else to eat. Sometimes I have such great control and so I do keep things around, because usually I just count 14 potato chips out or measure 1/2 cup of pistachios and count the points. Then it's not so bad. But on days like I had it is dangerous to have that stuff around at all - sometimes my will power just heads out the door when I am stressed or feeling emotional. 
07 Jan 09 by member: luvmystella

     
 

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