Howdy?
MIA again. lol! I weighed myself right after I woke up. 50kg. I don't really believe this number thou. This is because I had a big night last night. Well, not literally because all I had in the party were some sips of chivas mixed with green tea and a can of redbull. I danced a lot as I had been slacking at working out and dieting healthily.
I weighed the same (51-52) for past few weeks but everyone says I lost some and I have slimmed down. I told them that I eat a lot of craps and I stop exercising. It is so surprising that they found me skinnier. Does anyone know the asian snack, POCKY? I seriously had 7-8 packs a day last Sunday - last Tuesday. In addition, I had chessy potato chips and many many chocolates (I can finish one large bar of Cadbury chocolate in one go. Chocolate with Hazelnut is always my faourite). I felt so bad. So here I am again. Start doing food and exercise recording. I even downloaded the fatsecret iApp so I can keep track of my progression.
I met a guy a month ago. He is amazing. He actually makes me want to become healthy. He gyms and he has a very healthy lifestyle. He has this kinda body (below) but his shoulder is wider and not that sloppy.
I met a girl last night. Well, she was my junior at high school. She is so tiny now. My cuz told me that she controls her food intake. She will only have 3 bites of desserts. Wow that! I don't get it why it is so easy for them (like the guy) to hit the gym and eat healthily.
I know very well that compare to last few years. I am slimmer and tinier. But, my mind just can't stop me from thinking "You're fat", "You're shameful because you eat like a guy", "Look, you girlfriends also can't take how you eat that much (There was once I had curry puff at 12am one night and my friend was like 'omg you eat at nigtr?')", "You're ugly (because I had bad skin before lol)".
Anywho, I will embrace the goods and bads of mine and won't make comparison with others. :)
