Had major issues with my Dad last summer and I started drinking again. Thought things would be better when we moved into our first home in September and it's more peaceful and they were but I was still drinking and had more opportunities to do it. Gained all this weight back. So I'm back to where I was after having my son 9 years ago. I was doing sooo good. I'm so depressed. This past weekend my dad just went to far so I told him to stay alway from me and my family. Maybe now I can get back on track. I am so mad at my self and feel so disgusting. :( Not having a good day today.
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