So, after being foolish last night and eating chips and cookies...I now know why I felt I HAD to have them. TOM once again, and this time it is bad. It is cold and damp and dreary outside, and I want to bake and eat and bake some more and eat some more. Right at the moment I am eating green olives, which I love, but just somehow are not the same as chocolate!! I refuse to give in (again) and I refuse to berate myself. Sometimes we are stronger than others...and knowing there was at least a reason for it makes it a little easier to understand and accept. Not that I am shirking responsibility...I made the choice - bad though it was...now I deal with the consequences. Just like I teach my children...so I tell myself! Oh well...off to find something to occupy my craving little self and keep me distracted from the "baaaaad food"!!! Have a great day!!!!
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