Lotus's Journal, 08 December 2007

Ohhh man, getting nervous about my weigh in tommorrow.I was actually tempted to step on the scale this morning, but I really would rather weigh on a scale I know is accurate. I'm scared. If I didn't lose anything, I am going to be so mad, you just don't even know. It's weird how I beleive so strong in other people but when it comes to myself I always imagine the worst. Actually the worst would be if I gained, but I really don't see how that is possible, I have been exercising every day and have followed the diet 100%.
Why am I so worried? Sheesh.
Well for some reason, today I'm a little run down and not as happy-go-lucky as yesterday, energy-wise. Just kind of been feeling like staying in bed and eating bon bons. Just kidding(about the bonbons at least). Maybe it's the weather.
Yesterday was sunny, clear blue skies and in the 70's and today is cloudy,overcast and windy and in the lower 50's. It's nothing like winter in Michigan, where I lived before I got married, and where my family lives, but a gloomy day nonetheless. I was ready to quit walking after 1.5 miles, I felt so tired. I don't know why, I got enough sleep. I almost just called it quits and went back home, but a little voice was telling me that I would regret it if I didn't stick it out, especially since I may not get much of a chance to exercise tommorrow. It took me longer than yesterday, but I finished 4.2 miles in 70 minutes.
I added up the miles from my exercise chart on my fridge, and I walked a total of 24.7 miles this week, so not too bad. I used to walk 5 miles 6 times a week..but that was long ago. :(
I also did a 20 minute Biggest Loser workout(strength training), plus 20 minutes cool down and yoga. I felt pretty good once I was through. I really want to build some muscle and MELT THIS FAT!
Well I really don't have much to complain about, so I don't know why today seemed so crummy. Hope ya'lls day was a little more fun(and energetic)!
P.S. Tommorrow's the big day! YEEHAW! ;)

Diet Calendar Entries for 08 December 2007:
719 kcal Fat: 26.40g | Prot: 63.68g | Carb: 45.33g.   Breakfast: 1/2 portobello mushroom, 2% sharp cheese slice, Egg Beaterz, 1/4 cup, spinach, 1/4 cup onion, 1 packet diet hot cocoa. Lunch: real mayonaise, 1/2 tbs, egg, oscar myer oven roasted turkey breast, 1 slice, spinach,  lettuce. Dinner: oscar myer oven roasted turkey breast, 1 slice, 2% sharp cheese slice, lettuce. Snacks/Other: cheese stick, string, reduced fat, Popsicle, no sugar added,  No sugar added Fudgsicle, 1 piece, 1 packet diet hot cocoa. more...
2334 kcal Activities & Exercise: Stretching (yoga) - 25 minutes, Calisthenics (heavy, e.g. pushups) - 20 minutes, Desk Work - 3 hours, Housework - 1 hour, Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 1 hour and 15 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 10 hours. more...

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You're ROCKIN' COWGIRL!! lol Take a rest maybe ya just need something to help rejuvenate? Keep on Keepin' on!! :) 
08 Dec 07 by member: bullytrouble
Your weigh in will be great... You have been doing awesome with exercising. Some days are just harder than others to push yourself to work out. Good job on not giving up! 
08 Dec 07 by member: Camm
Remember, if you just started strength training and your muscles are sore, you could have added weight from the tearing of the muscles. It is temporary and don't let it disuade you from working out. You will get lean and strong. Getting healthy is more than just a number on the scale. It's also about being lean and having a strong heart. You are doing great! Keep up the good work! 
08 Dec 07 by member: Suzi161
Glad you're my Swing Captain Lotus - We're gonna RIDE!!!!!! WooHoo!! 
08 Dec 07 by member: micktherat
I'm not EVEN worried about you. You're so silly. I think at this point until you see the results for your own eyes; I have more faith in you than you have in yourself. YOU ROCK! 
08 Dec 07 by member: ImLuuvd
I totally agree with Imluuvd! You are going to do great! you have been so dedicated and consistent with your workouts! Really anxious to see how great you have done! 
08 Dec 07 by member: graciepoo
I'm sure the scale will show your hard work. Sounds like you're doing everything right so I'm sure you'll be happy after WI! Lookin' forward to seeing my 'captains' loss! Good luck!! 
08 Dec 07 by member: Sibby
You're doing fine, you better get that confidence level up or Juno's team (with me on it) is going to beat yours!!!! 
09 Dec 07 by member: biblioholic03
OMG. Im so nervous. *fingers crossed.* Im more nervous about your weigh in than mine. x 
09 Dec 07 by member: Juno

     
 

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