danzarth's Journal, 19 January 2012

I'm feeling good again today. It's finally become winter here in the NY metro area, and somehow that makes me feel like things are right with the world, even though I hate cold weather.

I had a slight emotional situation with the GF yesterday; nothing major, just a misunderstanding that was quickly resolved. I have been talking about buying a Roomba robot vacuum cleaner for months, because I like clean floors but I hate to clean them. Yesterday, I finally ordered one. Somehow, my GF's female brain interpreted the purchase as an unspoken criticism of her domestic prowess, and got hurt feelings. A 5-minute conversation was enough to put her at ease (I think). I can't shake the feeling that her reaction was related to things that happen to her every 28 days or so, but of course, I can't say that to her. Women...meh. Sometimes I think it might be easier to be gay, except for that whole "having sex with men" thing.

Anyway, kickboxing last night was pretty intense, and I hated life while it was happening, but I feel OK now. I suspect that I'll be pretty sore tomorrow. For today, I'm enjoying the feeling of the pre-soreness fatigue, because it tells me that I did something worthwhile yesterday.

The owner of the dojo threw his sales pitch at me last night, and I found myself agreeing to come to a free karate class tonight, to see how I like it. I'm not sure if I have it in me to be a good martial arts student; I'm a grown man, and I've been through a lot in my life, despite my age. I've been married, divorced, had kids, served in the military, fought in a combat zone, watched some of my buddies get killed, and fired a weapon at another human being. I'm not sure if I could muster up the necessary respect for a person who has done nothing but teach karate for his entire life. I guess we'll see how it goes.

I hope everyone is doing well today.

Diet Calendar Entries for 19 January 2012:
1764 kcal Fat: 129.00g | Prot: 113.42g | Carb: 30.13g.   Breakfast: splenda, Coffee, whole milk, splenda, half & half, coffee. Lunch: Deluxe Mixed Nuts, Boiled Egg, salami, Grilled Chicken. Dinner: Fried Egg, sesame chicken. more...
4365 kcal Activities & Exercise: Boxing - 1 hour, Wii Fit - 31 minutes, Driving - 1 hour and 40 minutes, Desk Work - 8 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours and 59 minutes, Resting - 4 hours and 50 minutes. more...

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I have to say, I laughed when I read this- "Sometimes it might be easier to be gay, except for that whole 'having sex with men' thing." I think things like that, but I love that you actually say them. :) Wonderful journal. Glad the kickboxing is a good time. Maybe the karate will be fun too? It is hard to take advice or instructions from someone who's never been tested in real life.  
19 Jan 12 by member: just.keep.swimming
I'm a black belt in karate, although I haven't trained in years. I understand what you're saying that you've lived life and had all these experiences and how could you respect someone who may not have lived as much. But, and I guess it depends on the dojo you go to, it's not fully about respecting that person it's more respecting the art. To me karate was a great way to focus on me, get centered, get out any stress, anger, frustration I had. Perhaps if you can think of the bowing that way it will help. 
20 Jan 12 by member: biblioholic03

     
 

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