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I'm having a bad day.
Found out today just how badly my ex husband screwed me over. I am so angry. Uggggggh. I just wanna eat. I want to go to walmart and stock up on zingers, icecream, donuts, pie, cake, whole milk, regular soda, and come home and eat it ALL. But no. I'm going to sit here and eat my sandwich and salad and diet cherry dr pepper because I snuck a weigh in this morning and was down 2 more lbs. It did cross my mind to get ONE crappy food and eat it. But then I'd want to take a laxative out of guilt.
Why does this have to be so hard!!!!!!!!!!! I only have 25 more freaking lbs! But I can't get it off because if its not one thing its something else! WTF! Can I just sleep until I'm skinny?!!!!!!!!!!
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