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MCD: Day 6
Just finished another day! Today was hard I reallly wanted to eat some real food. But I was really scared to end my diet and break it and stunt my weight loss after having done so well and sacrificed so much for so long! So I didn't...I did however chew on some veggie chips for taste, texture and satisfaction but I didn't swallow one bit! Di the same to a nasty really fake tasting blueberry lemon nutrisystem bar and it was nasty. I resisted temptation though! I ran out of maple syrup however and am getting increasingly tired of the taste of this lemonade diet drink. I am drinking plain water instead. kind of feeling nauseated on and off and my stomach burps and makes noises...but I was SO tired and SORE today from my hardxcore workout yesterday! hopefully it is building muscle or at least preventing my body from losing the muscle that I do have. I like the way my face is starting to look. My cheeks are smaller and my eyes are bigger. I will be home in 12 days! I just have to keep the diet going until around then. I might indulge on my last day of finals to wean myself back onto solid and regular foods. food shouldn't be a reward people say but it is for me and I can't help it! I am looking forward to eating so many different things! I hope I lose 20 pounds by the time I go home so just in case I do gain the weight back, I will at least have a bit of a margin of error. The waste my body is producing is nasty but very little. All of the solids are pretty much gone now so its a nasty sludge that smells extremely nasty. It is greasy and has a thick consistency. I wonder what it is...maybe it is the waste from fat being burned. But it takes 3 tea bags of senna tea to get it out and it makes my stomach feel like I have diarrhea for a bit - very tumultuous, but then it goes away after I spend a bit of time on the toilet. I am almost done with an entire week of this diet! I am so proud of myself :) Keep going, keep focusing on the prize. I need to really get cracking on homework, which I haven't as much as I have wanted to... but its ok I know what I need to do and it wont be hard to do it once I focus. I need to go to the library like every night this week though.
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