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i am really not ready to put my weight on here.. i mean i feel so guilty about eating the way i have for the past 10 days or so.. and i hate knowing that everybody knows that i'm failing.. after everything i've said.. i mean my weight gain isnt bad but still if i hadnt cheated i would weigh less right now.. ahhh i am so stressed and frustrated.. but i'm trying though, right? atleast i make an effort right even after doing so bad, i came back and didnt gain all the weight back.. that's something isnt.. i just feel so deprived at times( espicially when i'm stressed)that i just want to feel alive a lil and i know to most this doesnt make any sense cause it sounds like i have a drug addiction huh.. but hey if i cant be honest here, where can i be
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and not to mention i have that weigh in now in bold red letters at the top of my page.. Great huh
16 May 07 by member: joanne4484
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Joanne I think we all understand about feeling addicted to food after all, we're all here for the same reason!! Next time you want to eat someting bad ask yourself 'will this make me feel any better than i do now?' if not, you know your answer!!
16 May 07 by member: caity
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I like to say something to inspire you, but I can't. It seems that right now you have lost sight of your goal and you only see the struggle. You need to refous and decide what you want more. You do this for you, we are all here for you. YOU CAN DO THIS BE POSITIVE.
16 May 07 by member: Dora2
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i'm not saying that i'm ready to give up.. its just that i feel like i need to work extra hard this time around.. i'm just a little disappointed in myself right now. i cant really explain how i feel, i just need to figure out a way to not depend on food for comfort when.. everything seems to be falling apart around me.. i want to loose weight and i need to loose weight, i just need to control my portions( when i get to that phase)when i do splurge
16 May 07 by member: joanne4484
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