|
Again, it is a beautiful day!!! Plus my dear darling told me he loves me this moring!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah! Nothing can get me down today.
WOE was good yesterday. I did not eat off plan and feel good about my success. I even drank my water!!!!! Now I will do it again today.
Career is in a state of fluctuation. The Manager job I mentioned was filled yesterday. Another woman got it. I expected that she would so I was not overly upset. However, another Manager resigned yesterday. He gave his 2 week notice. That means, another Manager position is open. I know that there were only 4 people in contention for the first position and one said he did not want it. That means, it may be between me and someone else. Nobody in our organization thinks the other guy has a shot at it so it may be just me left. The thing is - I really want the job but they will make me move to Houston. I do not want to move. I have a life here and I love it. I love everything about it except the financial part. I could use the extra money and would love the new job. But again, I love my life here and don't want to leave. My relationship with my Husband is tenuous.... I don't want to lose him and being gone long term would not be good for us. Anyway, things are certainly uncertain career wise.
We are also supposed to have someone come discuss cutting our timber this afternoon. I am excited because we need it cleared and I need the money. But, I know nothing about how much to expect or what to expect about the deal. if you know anything about cutting timber or selling it, please let me know. I don't know if they are going to pay me a flat fee or if they are going to pay be by the ton or what to expect. It does not feel right to be totally uniformed about a business deal but that is what I am.
Hope today is a great day for everyone.
Diet Calendar Entry for 04 October 2011:
|
2408 kcal
|
Fat: 162.22g | Prot: 204.60g | Carb: 38.27g.
Breakfast: steak, egg, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds) . Lunch: tomato, egg, Original Dressing, pepper rings, sharp cheddar cheese sargento, Chicken Breast (Skin Not Eaten). Dinner: Cream Cheese, Milled Flaxseed, torani sugar free, splenda, baking soda, butter, egg, Cheese Wedges, Cooked Broccoli with Cheese Sauce (from Frozen), Tilapia (Fish) (Cooked, Dry Heat). Snacks/Other: water, water, water, water. more...
|
|
 Comments
Didn't you just come back from Texas? Are you sure hubby wouldn't think that is a 'good' thing? Especially if it comes w/ an increase in salary, etc? Take a little bit to breathe it all in... and let it marinate in you for a bit, before you decide whether to consider this one. If your heart tells you this is BEST for you... the rest will line up w/ your choice. (I think). If your heart tells you this would be the stupidest thing in the world for you to do... then don't let MONEY be the thing that ensnares you. OH< BTW... He told you he loves you... AAAAWWWWWW!!!!! Me too. I love you! Much Love.
04 Oct 11 by member: jsfantome
|
Thanks Paula. I love you too. What I would do without you I do not know. I appreciate your perspective. Yes, we go to Texas often. We have a bull partner who lives in Texas. I know that if i had to move, he would come see me pretty often. The thing is, we have land here and commitments to our cattle. He could not move with me because we have to maintain our cows and our hay fields. he would be happy for me to take the job and move to Houston because he is from Texas and likes it there much more than he likes it here in Alabama. I am just not going to think about it or worry about it. if it happens that I get the job, then I will take it. if not, i will be fine. I am working hard to stop worrying about stuff and let it all handle itself. Everything will work out for the best in the end and that is what matters anyway :)
04 Oct 11 by member: esimnons
|
| |
|
|
| |
Submit a Comment
You must sign in to submit a comment
|
|
|
Other Related Links
Members
|
esimnons's weight history
|