BekkaL85's Journal, 14 September 2011

Yesterday I was very proud of myself food wise. And I don't think that today will be that bad, even if it is day 3. Not much food in the house! lol. That's ok...Friday isn't very far away.

Darrel is doing better, I think. He can't really do much in regarding his mom's stuff. And that's ok. He needs to be ready for it. Just wish that I had my basement back is all.

The only odd thing is that lately nightmares have been plaguing me. There are always different and odd. Makes me sleepy cause now I'm scared to go to sleep. And then I dream and wake up. Suckage. CC is telling me to take some sleeping pills, but my grandmother was addicted to them by the time she was my age so I'm leery to try them. I have an addictive personality (esp with food!) and I don't wanna wind up addicted to them.

Next up on the cleaning list is the kitchen. GULP. After the house not being cleaned for a week in a half it's narly almost everywhere. So far I have the living room (done Monday) and the guest bathroom (yesterday) so today will be the kitchen and tomorrow will be the dining room and Friday our bedroom. Then all that will be left is the stairs leading to the bedrooms and the upstairs bathroom. Michael only wants me to clean one room at a time because of my back. Can't say that I'm to upset with that! lol

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1129 kcal

Fat: 58.69g | Prot: 36.10g | Carb: 122.20g.   Breakfast: peanut butter. Lunch: Buttery Homestyle Flavored Mashed Potatoes, asian sesame dressing, broccoli. Dinner: skinny cow chocolate fudge brownie, cream cheese, Buttery Homestyle Flavored Mashed Potatoes , egg. Snacks/Other: dum dum. more...