Welp. Moving on.
Last night I wanted to buy skittles because it was a big bag and it was marked down and I just really have a bad candy habit. But I didnt. Thats tiny- but it tells me that Im starting to think about my goals again. Its hard to get back to that, and theres always the looming - "even if I do it now, Ill always slip back". I just want to feel good, and I dont know why I keep self sabotaging myself.
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272.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 90.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 3.5 lb a week
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