I just went outside and past my car for the first time since July. Although I might not have gone past the car that day- was a trip to clinic because hubby brought Covid home again. Had to use my walking stick I bought years ago off Etsy to help, but at least it wasn’t the walker from the hospital years ago.
My little eyes spied a bunch of Tulips growing in the ditch in front of a decades abandoned house cattycornered to me. I decided to waddle over & get a picture. I nearly fell backwards at one point and that would have been really, really bad. Like 911 to get me off the ground bad. Why have I allowed myself to get this way.
But I got my pictures. I think I need new film for my little Fuji instamax. I bought it & the film in 2018.
I’m scared to fall, since my legs were really shaky and my back was screaming by the time I got back to bed. I also have meniere’s since 1999 which has contributed to my being sedimentary but not an excuse for overeating. But the dizzy is there constantly, the fear of falling. ButI want to try to do this every morning. Work towards going further than the first house away.
