time4achange's Journal, 18 June 2011

Having one of those self loathing days. I hate everything about my body, it disgusts me to look in the mirror after a shower. I am just completely self destructive. I want to be thin more than anything, I just feel like I never will be. This what I am destined to be. Fat and disgusting.

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Hey now! We all have days like that. We may be fat, obese, overweight, you name it, but NOT disgusting. God made you in His image and He loves you. (((Hugs))) 
18 Jun 11 by member: michellenoel
Im sorry youre having a rough time. It is soo hard to change your WOE. But I agree with michellenoel...NOT disgusting. I too still look in the mirror and want more change but I think that most people do overweight or not. But your weight is something you CAN change. Stay strong and overcome those negative feelings. You wont regret it.  
18 Jun 11 by member: maw1966
Thank you so much to the both of you. I tend to forget that these journals can be viewed by other people. It was a vent, just one of those days. I know it will get better, it just takes time.  
18 Jun 11 by member: time4achange
I feel like that sometimes too. Yet, when I hear you saying it it makes me want to tell you not to be so hard on yourself and that you are beautiful. Why is it that we are our own worst critic. We are so hard on ourselves. I think it is good that we can support each other.  
13 Oct 11 by member: sararay

     
 

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