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Went out... what a crap night!!! Two J2os and ended up sitting outside my mate's boyfriend's place in Peckham freezing!
Went to my mate's at 1.20am, watched films, smoked a lot of weed and slept most of the day... Meaning my washing is wet again lol
It was nice to sleep cuddled up to someone, made me feel loved and protected even if it was only for a night/day!
Although the fact I slept the day away means I haven't exercised or eaten all day... Had a shower when I got home this evening and climbed into my own bed, watching films then going back to sleep
I got an appointment with my personal trainer at 12pm tomorrow sooo gonna need my energy for that
I wanna be thin... I know I'm going totally the wrong way about it but stress causes you to do the stupidest things... Half the time I can't hold my food in, reappears one way or the other! Other times I just can't bring myself to eat sooo I'm drinking a lot of tea, smoking cigarettes and puffing like a stoner.
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