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Wow. My way of thinking sure is different from my first journal entry on Jan 24th on here. I made alot of excuses. I make less now. I came to my senses and realized my denial. I now see myself as someone who deserves to work on myself. I feel better that I do now and that I want to keep doing it! I don't want to look frumpy and fat and careless anymore. I want to look nice. I want to feel like people think I look nice and take care of myself when they see me. I don't want to be looked at and have people feel sorry for me anymore. I want to look good, feel good, and be proud of the hard work it will take to get there!
I do okay during the day but then at dinner I eat alot because I don't eat big during the day. Stupid! I am just ruining my progress! Also, I was losing more during the weeks I tried harder. I lost less last week. I want to lose more! All the time! Harder tomorrow. Harder! Got my 20min workout today and going to walk with a friend tomorrow. So I am already doing good this week. Except dinner of course.
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