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I am so driven.
All I can think about is how badly I want to be thin. Its pretty much an obsession right now. So far I've lost 63lbs, with 67 left to go until I read my goal weight. I am 13lbs away from being in ONEderland for the first time in my adult life. I want it so badly. I feel like a failure when I overeat, or eat unhealthy foods. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do because I work so hard and hate when I slip up. I have the worst food guilt I've ever had in my life. I had a total breakdown when I looked at my wedding photos and all I could think about was not how great that day was, but how much of a whale I was. Its disgusting. I can't wait to be at my goal weight so I can stop stressing out so much and get into maintain mode.
Diet Calendar Entries for 09 February 2014:
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1484 kcal
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Fat: 42.52g | Prot: 84.49g | Carb: 267.22g.
Breakfast: Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, General Mills Fruity Cheerios. Lunch: Dunkin' Donuts Caramel Mocha Iced Coffee (Medium), Homemade Chicken Soup, Minute Instant Whole Grain Brown Rice, Homemade Chicken Soup. Dinner: Country Kitchen Split Top Wheat Bread, Wal-Mart Cube Steak. Snacks/Other: Cherry Pie, Toll House Premier White Morsels, Hershey's Milk Chocolate Chips, Orville Redenbacher's Air Popped Popcorn, Teddie Smooth Old Fashioned All Natural Peanut Butter, Ambrosia Apple. more...
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2596 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Eliptical - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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