Nah ... not self beating here - I gave myself a 7lb variance before I start really getting nuts and again - that 171 was only around for 2 days ... I kept thinking 'I'll record it and it will stay' but I was wrong... I seem to be hanging at this 175 for a lonnnnng time now throughout holiday eating, grieving, binging, mindful eating, etc., so I think it's where my body wants to be for now. I'm 52 and there are so many parts of my body that have been so stretched out by the weight I'll never have a bikini body nor feel confident wearing a tank top in public (batwings, saggy thighs, etc) but I'm truly grateful for the way my body has stuck around and survived all of the abuse I've heaped on it. Saggy skin is the least of my worries.