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Well with this new challenge starting I was really hoping to be a better example :[ Sorry I created this challenge to motivate myself too. But I will be!!! I promise My self!!!!! Im so tired of being fat!!! I hardly even get dressd any more, All I do I drive my family around all day and nobody I ever sees me any way, My self esteem is in the dirt right now. have you ever just felt so ugly and repulsive that you just dont want to leave the house????? Thats how I feel. And maybe Im spilling my guts too much but I really need someone to hear me cuz my husband could care less. I told him about my challenge and he just doesnt take me seriously. sooo..... I sit alone in my cold house all day surrounded by nasty neighbors and no where to go..... WOW sorry if I annoyed anyone with my drama. I needed to vent. I just need to get on top of things cuz i feel like im suffocating.Its like im in a hole trying to see over the top of it,looking up and reaching trying to see a way out but i cant quite reach.If anyones here has experience in counselling or something and wouldnt mind talking i would appreciate it. could you please respond via email or something though and not public on here please. Im already embarrassed. thanks
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First, don't be embarrassed!!! We all have vented here from time to time!! I can really relate to what you are saying. I went through a period after I lost my job where I didn't wear make-up anymore and all I wore were sweatpants. Heck, it was a rare occassion when I got out of my slippers and put on real shoes!!!! I will say from experience that you need to do something out of your house - something for you!!! And something that you have to dress decently for - so I'm not talking about joining a gym. I'm talking about joining a book club or a movie club or take a pottery class or a cooking class. Something where you have to put on make up at least once a week (twice is even better!!) and wear real clothes!! It will make you feel so much better!! You are worth this!!
03 Dec 08 by member: Paige E
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Oh, don't worry, we all find ways to vent on here. This is a very supportive site. I know I've probably shared more than I should in my own journal, but I have made some great friends on here because they were able to connect to something I said. Don't be embarrased on here. That's what we're here for. I know that no matter how bad I felt about myself, I was always my worst critic. AND when I actually took the time to get dressed up and do my hair, maybe a little makeup, I felt SO much better. Another thing is that everyone has body image issues. No matter what the size. Stick thin models have image issues, they see fat where there is none. What really helped me is to try to figure out where those self-depreciating thoughts were coming from and not to let them in. You ARE worth it! You ARE going to do this. Even if it takes a year or more, you are taking the first steps to a new you. Start with one thing a week or so and move on from there. Dress up to go drive people around. Dress up for YOU. You are worth it!
03 Dec 08 by member: sararay
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