Day 72 I am now hanging out at a hotel where I will be attending a workshop on personal mastery. Don't ask me what that is - I kind of kind suckered into it. Now I am stuck sharing a room with two people I don't know very well, getting ready to redesign my life. Which I am not up for.
Shouldn't let my past depress me, but this week was hard. I am trying to clean up for my housemate's birthday party, and I had to move a lot of memories around - things that remind me of my ex and my daughters.
Maybe it's the weather, the light changing, leaves falling. I don't know - it's been a very bad week for me. OK: bad date, bad ex, sad daughter, lots of junk to get rid of - gotta push past that. I did make progress on rearranging things so our second dining room is coming along.
I will be missing contra tonight - I hope I have a good time here at the workshop.
Hope you have a good weekend - not sure if I am going to be able to get back again before I leave here!
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