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Seems like I am coming out of my little funk. I realized when it came to obsessing over sizes, that I had been inadvertently comparing WOMENS sizes to MISSES sizes. I don't quite fit into a MISSES 14... because I started as an 18/20 WOMENS. I'm perfectly in a 14W! As for weight, my home scale is not reliable at all. I weighed in at the gym and her I am thinking I had gained a little, but inreality, I lost about 3 lbs. I generally post based on morning weight on my home scale, but I know the Dr. weight is the same as my gym scale. So, 3 lbs since my Dr. appointment on the 9th. Not the results I would like, but not gaining like I thought.
As for trying to make under 200 by my birthday, (2 weeks from yesterday) I have decided not to obsess about it. I was making myself miserable and I can't live that way. This isn't about "performing a diet" this is about changing my life to aquire and maintain a healthier body. So, maybe by halloween... or Thanksgiving. It's ok. I'll get there.
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