Cheeks's Journal, 31 July 2008

My prayers are with you! One egg is all you need to make a baby :) Maybe that one egg the nurse saw is a good sign. Hang in there. I know the waiting must be killer. 

I'm keepin' everything crossed for ya!! =D Do your absolute best to just breathe and take it easy, I know... easier said than done, and from what I understand, nearly impossible, huh? ;) It'll happen, the way it's planned to! :) Keep us posted!! 

keeping fingers crossed!!!! Hang in there....keep yourself distracted so you're not thinking about it...hope you get some good news soon!! Meanwhile, we're here for ya if you need to vent, pout, cry, laugh, whatever...:) 

it is great news that she say one egg...remember to breath every now and then...things will work out for you both 

Oh, Here's hoping you get the news you want soon. I hate those waiting games!! I will surely be thinking of you. Try to hang in there. ((HUGS)) 

((cry)) First off, THANK YOU. Unfortunately, even with all your positive energy, it just wasn't in the cards for me to go the IUI or IVF route I guess. I just got the call the doctors office, and they told us we needed to discontinue again. Apparently I was at a 62 after over a week…and generally with this high of dosage, I should have been into the 1000's. I’m TRYING to find the positive in all of this. I mean, I go into it feeling like I'll be okay with the news, and then you hear them say it, knowing this was the last time, and then poof…that dream is out the door. I always seem to go through a sadness and grieving process with each step, so I know that this too shall pass….BUT…quite frankly, this SUCKS. So I'm sitting at work, wanting to just cry, but keeping up a good front as to not let others see that I'm upset, and trying to focus. So now the waiting game begins again. I'm waiting to hear from the doctor on the next step, which is donor egg, but the official meeting isn't until August 11th. I'm going to try and talk her into doing the visit via phone, so we can just move on. Enough waiting, I'm done waiting. On the bright side...at least I know I have one egg developing...so maybe we'll be lucky enough anyway.  

i am soooo sorry...thoughts and prayers are coming your way...do you have your donor picked out...again...i am so sorry  

im so sorry to hear that your going through all this! =( i wish you the best of thoughts and hope that everything works out for you. just try to stay positive and wish big...the big guy up there listens. I hope you get some good news soon so you can have a smile on your face! xoxo 

Aw, hun. I'm so sorry you had to stop the program again. Miracles do happen, though. I hope and pray that God sees fit to turn that one egg into the baby you've been working so hard to have. *hugs* 

HUGGGGS I'm sorry you are getting the not so good news. Yes, there is a silver lining, even if you don't know what it is just yet. It will come.. you will be blessed, I know it. How and when are the questions that only God knows. Have faith and count your blessings for today, it will help brighten your day! :) I am sure that you will find the path laid for you and happiness!! Relaxation is key... have a massage, glass of wine and candle lit dinner w/hubby, you never know!! =D 

I feel for you.. my neighbour has two children (grown and married) but neither one of them has had any luck with providing grandchildren... the one son is now looking at adoption as they have had one miscarriage and no more pregnancies since... I agree with bullytrouble about relaxing and let nature take it's course (I know that easier said than done)... If it should be.. it will... "hugs" and prayers are attached.... Keep smiling 

I'm so very sorry... I know that nothing anyone can say will make it better... I'm sorry. 

I too am sorry that things are not working out as you had hoped. Thank goodness you are in such good hands medically and that you have such a strong support network, both through here, but most importantly at home! Keep your chin up! Something will happen...something always does for good people!