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Sorry for the MIA. I'm so stressed with family and uni. I keep on eating. I still have my workout done thou. 3 times a week. But err, I'm still expanding.
Sis's bf: I think your face is rounder. You don't look good as before.
I don't know why. People keep commenting how I look like and they keep comparing me and my sis side-by-side. Sibling pressure? Unlike my sis, I'm born to be chubby. She is stick thin and bubbly. Everyone likes her because she belongs to the "skinny" side. I try not to compare myself to the others because "no one is perfect but everyone is unique". But why? Why people keep reminding you that you are not good enough, you are not healthy enought, you are no smart enough etc? Are they trying to make you feel sorry for yourself and so you become diffident and then you just give everything up? Or, I overanalyse?
Gosh, leave me alone.
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