every name I choose is taken's Journal, 13 August 2019

I am spending my life on the lap-top and watching/listening to the news. Yesterday I didn't watch the news at all but did get the house cleaned in anticipation of the arrival of the bank assessor. I hope we can increase our mortgage and change campers. We just bought one but now after 2 weeks on the road we know that it is definitely TOO SMALL. I am lost in Netflix and love it. I have no interest/ambition to get me painting/finishing watercolor projects already started and meeting with friends makes me feel like a charity case. Do they meet with me out of pity? I am in such a funk and I know I should call someone, the PCP or the psychologist, but WHY? My granddaughter goes back to college next week, and we are told we can meet them for breakfast (another $100 for what?). I am so tired of invitations to meet for lunch/breakfast that end up costing an "arm and a leg". Why do we need to do that? Our condo is so small(we had to move to be closer to the hospital) that I never have anyone here for food and I am so worn out that I have no interest in cooking for anyone. That's all, that's my therapy for today Thanks for listening.

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