I saw a picture that someone took of me from the side, when I was squatting down. There went all of the confidence and self esteem I had been building. Even though I said I’d jump back on board, I also had idgaf moments. Today’s weigh in is an average of 5 because I’m dumb and stepped on the scale in disbelief after my first “good” weigh-in.
Whatever. It’s hard to keep myself from throwing it away but I really have worked hard to get here. I’ll be back to a normal schedule so it will be easier to make it happen. So frustrated.
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258.0 lb
Lost so far: 9.5 lb.
Still to go: 76.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entries for 09 June 2019:
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1392 kcal
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Fat: 49.72g | Prot: 58.30g | Carb: 183.29g.
Breakfast: Starbucks Spinach & Feta Breakfast Wrap. Lunch: Dunkin' Donuts Vanilla Bean Coolatta, Dunkin' Donuts Bavarian Kreme Donut. Dinner: Corn, Roasted Broiled or Baked Chicken Thigh (Skin Eaten). more...
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steady weight
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Sorry about the pic but I do not think any woman will look their best in that position.
09 Jun 19 by member: liv001
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Good observation, @liv001. Just try to think of it as a good "Before" picture, @mbd121. You've already lost 9.5 pounds, but there are MANY more "After" pictures to come! PS - don't wait until you "arrive" to take them -- talk them along the way on your Journey.
09 Jun 19 by member: Debbie Cousins
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Yeah, I don’t think that is a flattering position for anyone?
10 Jun 19 by member: frequency7
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No, thats just all around not a good picture. It was just a kick in the gut though. I know the person who took the photo didnt do it out of spite and probably didnt even realize that it was unflattering, but someone else pointed it out to me who I know is super judgey. Im getting over it, it was just a shock when I was feeling good about how I look. I just forget sometimes that what I see, isnt always what I really look like.
10 Jun 19 by member: mbd121
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