Snapped back into focus. Last night after another day of badness I watched Big Medicine on TLC and felt my resolve tighten again.
Enough so I refused this cheesecake that is supposed to be awesome.
Today I did everything on plan. Ate only free things. Didn't really track but I think that is okay for a day since I am not on flex.
Went and played Dance Dance Revolution at the arcade today. there was a boy there that could play on heavy mode really well so we did doubles. I tried all sorts of songs on standard that I had been to scared to try (you fail, the machine takes your money-game over) and even played on heavy mode (though doing abysmal).
When I tried standard again I did much better after being forced to try Heavy.
Then I passed Butterfly on Heavy. I passed a song on heavy! My first one! I got a high five from an onlooker guy who said I was really good and I felt cool.
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