Hedder52's Journal, 07 February 2008

I have been so busy the past couple days I can't even see straight! But I am still doing ok on the eating....well, not too good, but that is ok. I am starting to feel depressed again, not sure what brought that all on, but it is happening so I need to push though this and I will be good. Heading to the gym today at lunch so that should help. I don't know what it is, one day I am on cloud 9 and the next I am picking myself up off the ground, what gives!!!! Oh well, such is life right? As long as I get back on track and keep doing what I am doing I will be just fine! I am getting very comfortable with the way my body looks and how good I have been feeling so that is a bonus in itself! 7 more pounds to go and I will be at my goal and I can't wait! I think I might hit the detox phase again to get there and then concentrate on maintaining where I am at.

Right now I just need to concentrate on me though, I told my hubby last night that I just want to be alone right now, big mistake because he took that as wanting a divorce, I feel horrible, I explained to him that is not the case, just need some alone time, that is all. I honestly don't know what I want right now....that is what is so frustrating, why does this happen, can anyone tell me...I know because I am a women right? LOL...well it needs to stop because I am going crazy with it!!! Thanks for letting me vent!

Today's meals:
Breakfast ~ grapefruit
snack ~ smoothie
Lunch ~ Rice
snack ~ pear
Dinner ~ Salad hopefully!!!

Hope everyone is doing great! Keep up the good work!

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I can relate about your mood going up and down. I'm sure stress doesn't help the situation. I notice the more stressed I am, the more depressed I get. Working out usually helps a little with that. Sometimes I need "alone" time too...there's nothing wrong with that. I think it is a woman thing. Don't feel bad about that. Tell your hubby that's normal...and that I said so!! hee hee :) 
07 Feb 08 by member: jadenby
I think we all need some "alone time", I call it ME TIME. I can honestly say that my husband and I do everything together. Very rarely are we apart other than work, but sometimes I will tell him to go to the store w/out me or something like that so I can have some ME TIME and he understands. He's told me that it's nice for him too when he gets time to himself. We both agree an hour or two is good enough for the both of us, it gets too boring after that, lol. So I don't think it's just a woman thing lol. You're doing well and I'm so happy for you that you are finding yourself comfortable w/the way look. Good Job!! 
07 Feb 08 by member: Mrs. H
We all have ups and downs, remember women run on emotions it is just our makeup, but we are also much stronger than men. My hubby is very much a couch potato and I am not. I like to be up doing things for the most part. I travel with my kids and he stays home. He was working swing and I work days, so I had lots of alone time in the evening. He just got laid off and now he is home all the time, and he is wondering where I am. I feel bad that I haven't changed my schedule, but it is making him feel insecure. So, I have to do what I have to do in order to keep the family happy, that's how I am. Anyway, you are doing great, don't stop now. Remember, 7 more lbs. If you need some time, take it, after all you deserve it. Just make sure that he is happy too! 
07 Feb 08 by member: icemom
There's a lot of power in a hug. You might need one and the hubby is just the guy who can do it. Give him plenty of hugs too and your mood may lift a little. 
08 Feb 08 by member: sue55

     
 

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