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When I stress, as hard as I try, I feel so ill that nothing stays down for too long and that has been my biggest problem today! Yes, outwardly and to look at I'm as calm as can be but inwardly my mind is going 100miles and hour and my stomach is in huge knots! I'm dreading Tony and Dad coming home because I can't hide the stress and the second I have dinner and it all comes up again Tony will clock on that I'm stressing about something and will quiz me about it until i tell him! I don't want him to worry about this as I have things in hand for the moment.
Ps. just re-read this post and just an after though note... not being able to keep any food down is physical and not me causing myself to throw up!
Diet Calendar Entry for 06 February 2008:
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304 kcal
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Fat: 4.19g | Prot: 25.92g | Carb: 45.20g.
Breakfast: strawberrys. Lunch: strawberries. Dinner: carrots, cauliflower, chicken. more...
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You need to try to relax a little. Today may seem horrible, but each day the problem doesn't seem quite as bad. Just take one thing at a time and deal with it. You are only one person, and the rest will just have to wait. The stress that I have had recently, I'm just now to the point of rolling my eyes, and smiling about it. I just keep thinking, the more this person does, the better it will be for me in the long run, just keep taking notes.... Today you may have had a door slammed, but another one always opens..Keep your chin up and try to enjoy the time spent w/the family.
06 Feb 08 by member: Mrs. H
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Hi, Hi.... I'm fine now... calmed down alot since writing this journal! My family has been told and Tony's taken it really well! I managed to eat dinner and keep it down which is a first! I did just as you do, rolled my eyes and just smiled when Tony went "Oh no babe, that's no good!" and then he gave me a hug! Which probably made me calm down like I have! Today hasn't really been horrible, just very worrying! But I'm off to find something new tomorrow! Whoooohooooo and I'll keep you posted!
06 Feb 08 by member: Chants
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