Hi Belia87, don't worry Christmas is next week so wait until after New year's day and start a fresh. Your mind and focus will be in a better place by then. Living in a hotel must be hard as I expect the food is yummy. You can start again and will do this. I will help you as much as I can. But Belia, please try and start after New years day. It will all fall into place. Take care the support is here. Merry Mel 🤩.