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My eating has been horrible lately. All of the awesome self control I had at the beginning of this journey has promptly left. I still want this weight loss just as bad. I just cant seem to say no anymore. Future hubby's working overnights now, so he usually doesnt cook for me anymore, and he's not there to keep me on track. Not to mention, he's completely miserable at work, and I dont blame him. They're paying him significantly less than they originally promised, and telling him that he needs to come in for overtime, but yet they "aren't sure" if he's going to get overtime pay. Who does that?! They are incredibly not put together, and he's getting fed up. He just wants a job that he can tolerate, and that pays the bills.
We also have plenty of wedding stress on the table. As of right now we've looked at 12+ venues, and have yet to find one that we both absolutely love. So unless we get a venue, there will be no wedding. Even if we get a venue, will we even have the money to book it? I mean, we have enough money to book it, but once we book it what if we cant pay for it? How are we going to be able to pay for a photographer, and videographer, and DJ, and food, and limos. I have never been so stressed out before. Maybe thats why I cant control myself lately. Ugh.
Diet Calendar Entries for 15 April 2014:
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1316 kcal
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Fat: 28.58g | Prot: 93.31g | Carb: 191.32g.
Breakfast: Safeway Sugar Free Apple & Cinnamon Instant Oatmeal, Green Tea. Lunch: Lean Cuisine Simple Favorites Chicken Teriyaki Stir Fry. Dinner: Kikkoman Teriyaki Sauce, Brown Rice, Salmon. Snacks/Other: Fiber One 90 Calorie Brownies - Chocolate Fudge, Bananas, Quest Double Chocolate Chunk. more...
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1976 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Desk Work - 8 hours, Resting - 8 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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