I understand how you are feeling! If you'd like to join my Facebook Community, it helps alot with motivation and knowing there are others like you in the same situations. I felt very similar to how you feel, before I became a BeachBody Coach, and now, with the tools I have and support of my community, everything is much easier, and my days are happier! :) Hang in there! :) -Diane (facebook.com/lovingtolose)