scby99

2012..
Updating bio, 2012 is almost half way gone, I see myself going in the right direction so now is the time to stay focused and positive. Hope to post updated photos soon showing progress.

2011...
It's almost 2012 and I bought all these workout DVD's in 2011 but was not ready to lose weight, more so scared of if I would fail or not meet my goal. I lost weight back in 2009 but gained it all back by mid 2010. As to why I was scared to lose the weight, it sucks. You see yourself so small and getting all these compliments of how great you look and you think I can eat whatever I want. I am proof you can not and I make this vow to lose back my weight and unless I get pregnant I refuse to gain weight again. Because relosing it sucks and it is harder the second time around because of the last weight loss image you are trying to achieve. So hopefully by my birthday, I will be at about 165, is my goal.