| Start Weight: | (08 Apr 08) 180.0 lb |
| Current Weight: | (15 Sep 08) 183.0 lb |
| Goal Weight: | 150.0 lb |
following:
Let's Get Real
performance:
losing 0.7 lb a week
Creeping steadily through those upper-20s... Married, two pomeranians, we have a house around the corner from my parents house in the neighborhood I've lived all my life. I feel a connection to the ground under my feet and the sky over my head. I feel active and beautiful and light and free. But then a mirror ruins my perceptions. The truth is... who I am outside does not match who I am inside. I have low metabolism, I have polycystic ovaries, I have severe seasonal affective disorder, I have trauma in my past... so much against me. But my husband loves me for me, and I seek peace and oneness. I am working to restore the balance between the girl on the outside and the girl on the inside.