missfortune1313

Hi, I'm fat and need to lose weight bc my Dr. said so.. as did my mom, my dad, my boyfriend and the skinny Bit*h that lives inside me.. I use to be a size 4, I recognize thats never going to happen again.. ever. I would however, like to set a goal of no longer being on Cholesterol Meds and slimming down to somewhere in the size 6-8 range..
I took a huge step this year and gave up deep fried foods and soda.. its FU*KING HORRIBLE! I miss it, everytime I see a soda can filled with that dark carmel colored elixir I have to look away or I might just steal it and crouch in the corner to savor its sugary goodness. I am slightly better at dealing with fried foods. Though it was torture when my mother took me to chickfila for lunch and tried to justify getting a fried chicken sandwitch to me.. yes thats right she tried to talk me into it.. thanks mom.. I got a salad.. it wasn't that satisfying. there something unimpressive about lettus when compared to a golden fried tuft of chicken breast nestled between the 2 sweet buttery discs of bread properly garnished with a crisp sour pickle.
I have learned that I MUST eat before I buy any type of alcholic beverage or I can kiss my resolve goodbye. Give me a vodka tonic and all the sudden that giant chilis quesadilla that packs a whopping 1500 calories.. just doesnt seem that bad.. after all its the only thing I ate that day..
Dont even get me started on the work out regime that I should be following.. I can explain away that plan in a heartbeat.. after all I work 7 days a week and on most of those days I do doubles at my two jobs.. so on my day off, i'll be damned if Im going to go sit in the gym watching Elpitical Barbie bounce her freakishly perky boobs in the mirror while try to rehydrate the Sarengeti with my pools of sweat.. just not how I picture my days off. Can you tell Im not thrilled about this?(side note: yes I know I cant spell nor do I edit for proper puncuation or grammer.. sorry :)