jcd

A good point of reference for my bio on this sight would be my weight. I was originally born at a low birth weight. Throughout growing up I went in and out of growth spurts. I remember feeling fat in Junior High and now that I look back at it - I was nowhere near to being fat. I always played a lot of sports but the high activity level during playing on organized sports dissipated when I went to college. I remember after the first semester of college I had gained 50 pounds. I remember it because I was extremely embarrassed at seeing anyone when I returned home in fear of them seeing my obese body.

Going back home, I tipped the scales at 300 pounds. It was a marker that made me go into cave mode and lock myself in my dorm room and feel s##tty about everything. Since then I have graduated. I've never given up with weight problem but now I'm at 330 pounds. Last year though I was at 341.2 and managed to get all the way down to 304. I ignored what I was eating and excersised a couple times a week and crept back upto to 330. I CAN'T see my weight go back up to 341.2 because it would devistate me.

But basically raised California, born in Arizona, and am currently living in New Mexico.

Thank you,
JD