indiehjarta

Start Weight:(08 Apr 09) 250.2 lb
Current Weight:(30 Oct 09) 119.0 lb
Goal Weight:120.0 lb
following: Weight Watchers
performance: Steady

First off, you will lose the weight when YOU are ready, not when someone else tells you. You will know you are ready when you
1. Take control of your eating,
2. You stop blaming others for your not losing the weight,nobody controls what goes in your mouth but you
3. You just get out there and do the exercise that's required. Sure, it's hard and it's not pretty but this is not supposed to be fun or pretty. If dieting were easy, none of us would be over weight.

It's true what they say, "NOTHING tastes as good as being thin feels", that my friends is an absolute fact. You can write me asking what I did and I can give you suggestions but most likely, you won't like them. Why? Because I gave EVERY food I loved up. Chip's, candy, pastries, coffee's from Starbucks and alcohol. The only exercise I have ever done is walking, not running or jogging, but fast paced walking. It is so hard to walk away or say "No" to that birthday cake or that weekend drink with your friends, but the outcome is so much more rewarding than a momentary piece of food. You CAN do this!

Looking back, I was spinning out of control in 2006. I was 32 years old and 125 pounds overweight @ a mere 5 feet 3 inch's!. I was sitting up all night learning photoshop, snacking on whatever whim I had,usually pizza, chocolate or ice cream or both,I also NEVER worked out. My mother suggested we join weight watchers one day and my life has never been the same with food since. I look back in absolute horror when I think of how I used to eat. Am I phobic? Maybe a little, but I will forever be a fat girl trying to stay thin. I know that sounds terrible but it's true. I've made the journey but the real fight starts now to maintain.

More on me
My Measurements

At 250 pounds
Jeans 22 Shirt 2XL

Chest 46 inch's /42 DDD

Waist 44 inch's

Hips 52 inch's
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At 120 pounds
Jeans Size 2/4 Shirt Small /Medium

Chest 35 inch's / 32 DD

Waist 25 1/2 inch's

Hips 35 inch's

FatSecret member since: 06 Apr 09

indiehjarta's Weight History



indiehjarta's latest member challenges

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  10lb May Challenge!
status: Completed
ended: 29 May 09
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indiehjarta's cookbook

cals: 62kcal | fat: 1.60g | carbs: 12.95g | prot: 0.58g
Pineapple Ice Pops
A Low fat cool summer treat.
cals: 81kcal | fat: 0.55g | carbs: 16.95g | prot: 3.06g
Moist Chocolate Cake
A tasty, sugar and fat free low point chocolate treat. that bakes up moist and yummy.
cals: 96kcal | fat: 7.15g | carbs: 7.62g | prot: 2.85g
Classic Mashed Cauliflower
A great substitute for mashed potatoes.
cals: 160kcal | fat: 0.61g | carbs: 33.47g | prot: 5.49g
Banana Milkshake
A low fat, tasty alternative to the real thing.
cals: 106kcal | fat: 10.19g | carbs: 1.19g | prot: 2.90g
Raspberry Cheesecake Squares
These low carb cheesecake squares are very good.
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indiehjarta's latest posts

What is the deal with self image??
I remember thinking around 138-140 that I looked great in my mini dress. Now now that I am a extremely slender 119.. I see that it was NOT the case at all. To me all I see is a whale in those pictures with heavy legs. I was so humiliated that I even showed them to anyone. I have a very small frame and I am short, any extra weight shows on me.
posted 04 Nov 2009, 09:19
Does anyone else ever feel this way...?
Hey thanks. I saw my name and thought I would reply Smile
posted 02 Nov 2009, 20:27
lost of cleavage
Victoria Secret has a push up water bra. I tried it on in the store just because it came in my size. WOAH.. that's all I can say. It's 50 dollars, but if you are in need of it I suggest it.

http://www2.victoriassecret.com/commerce/onlineProductDisplay.vs?namespace=productDisplay&origin=onlineProductDisplay.jsp&event=display&prnbr=EF-249808&page=1&cgname=OSBRPPUPZZZ&rfnbr=4852
posted 24 Oct 2009, 09:26
lost of cleavage
After losing half my former body weight, I still have big boobs. I went from a 42 DDD to a 32DD. I used to bitch and whine that I could never find a bra. It's now even more impossible for me to find one. 32 DD is one of the hardest sizes to find, unless you go to Victoria Secret and have 50 $ to spend on a bra.
posted 24 Oct 2009, 09:11
Stress Eating
when i'm stressed and surrounded by not so good foods, i get out and go for a walk.
posted 08 Sep 2009, 12:44
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06 November 2009

So I wanted a Oatmeal creme pie after my dinner. Instead, I had a whole golden delicious apple. I don't typically like apples but, I am liking them more ...
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05 November 2009

My face is breaking out! I hope that means what I think it means hehehehehe.
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