|Start Weight:||(17 Jun 13) 296.0 lb|
|Current Weight:||(18 Jun 13) 297.0 lb|
|Goal Weight:||250.0 lb|
following: celtic wonder's own diet
performance: gaining 1.2 lb a week
I've always been big. I was rised to believe I was fat, ugly, and stupid. I would never find anyone to love me because who would want this. I wasn't allowed to wear shorts or a swimsuit. Always had to wear navy blue or black. As I got older I just put more and more on. Then one day 9 years ago I started to loss it because I was walking to and from work because I didn't have a car. That's when I lost 200lbs. I stayed at that for 6 years until 1/10/2010 when I thought if I lost more someone might love me. I've never known love in my life. All I ever wanted is to be LOVED. So now at 46 I have LOVE!
Goals: I've gained 70 lbs. back from my lowest I had gotten to a year and a half ago. I'm back up to 299 lbs. but trying to work at getting it back off now. I want to get back down to 250 lbs. by the end of the year.
Then by 10/20/2014 I want to be at 230 lbs. That is a week before our wedding date. I know it's still a large number but it is where I feel and think I look good.