| Start Weight: | (27 Mar 12) 199.8 lb |
| Current Weight: | (14 May 13) 184.2 lb |
| Goal Weight: | 165.0 lb |
following:
bjhessler's own diet
performance:
losing 0.1 lb a week
33 year old (formerly) athletic dancer/soccer player/ yoga teacher. I hit 199.8 lbs this week for the first time in my life! I'm horrified and until that panic set it, i was totally discouraged.
Now i'm feeling like i'm adopting a way of life- like everything else I have to be careful of in my life, this is an on-going process. Even once i lose the weight, i'll have to watch out. Fatness sneaks up on me in the disguise as an emotionally protective sheild around my vulnerable inner child. I think it will melt off the healthier and more psychologically "whole" i become.
Worst weight = 199.8 on Monday 3/26/2012/
Goal weight = 165 by my birthday 12/25/2012 (or lose fast but HOLD it off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...