Today was a rough day for me. I am starting to feel like I have gain all this weight. I know I have, but I'm actually starting to feel it. I'm exhausted, no energy. Can't move like I normally do and clothes are getting tighter. I'm discovering that I'm falling into my mother's footsteps. I HAVE to do something. I'm starting to have heart palpatations, from all the caffeine and I'm sure the excess weight doesn't help any. I so want another baby, but I don't want to have another unhealthy pregnancy. So I am going to do something about it.
All the stress from my husband being deployed and my youngest son having multiple medical issues has had a negative effect on my eating habits. I can't use that as an excuse anymore. I want to be alive for my children and husband.
July 1, 2012 will be a beginning to a new me. I HAVE to do this! For myself, for my husband, and for my children.
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