linda1806's Journal, 29 May 2012

I am moving!! :) I have finally decided to move out of Texas. I am going to miss it! After the awful weekend I had, this opened up my eyes to getting out of this rut. I am ready for a new life.. just the kiddos and I. I won't be completely alone. My best friend since I was 14 lives there along with her mother. Her mom is great!! I am excited and nervous at the same time. My parents on the other hand aren't to happy. I told them nicely that this was my decision to make. I am a grown woman. They have always kept me from doing things or achieving my dreams/goals. I dont want that for my kids. I am all for what ever is going to show my kids that they can do anything once they set their mind to it. I back them up 100%. When I told my mother, that I was leaving she said "what have you gotten urself into?" It was this kind of mother/daughter relationship we had and still have. I want better for my kids. She used to tell me how I would never do anything great, how big of a b... h I was etc.. things like that. I used to always want her approval for everything. Guess what?? This year I have changed so much that I dont give a crap what she or dad think. I looked at myself and I am proud of the mother that I am. I have gone thru so much.. There's to much to list and I dont wana go back to that page. I am moving forward and ready to breathe. I finally feel like I can breathe. Don't get me wrong, I know its going to be hard. Starting a new life somewhere never is. I've been alone this long and still managed to stand my ground. Yay!! I feel good saying all this. I sure hope I don't sound crazy!!
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I say good for you! New beginnings are wonderful! Good luck and keep us posted. Oh, and I think our mothers must be related :/ 
29 May 12 by member: MillaLite
Good for you for taking charge of your life and living it the way your want. Good luck! 
29 May 12 by member: Suzi161
Thank you girls. I am feeling good.. a little nervous. MillaLite I thought my mom was the only kind..lol.. 
29 May 12 by member: linda1806

     
 

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