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ctlss's Journal, 16 February 2012
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JESSICA ANNE....8/11/83-2/16/88
Has it really been 24 years??? Sometimes it seems like just a short time ago we had to say goodbye to you, and at other times it seems like a lifetime ago. I suppose it has been a lifetime...24 years. I often wonder what you would have done with your life were you still here. What would you look like? Would you still have those big, violet eyes or would they have changed and become hazel like mine? Would your hair be dark like mine, or more brown like your dad's? If you had been given the chance what could you have accomplished? Would you be married, have children, been a doctor, a lawyer, or like your mama, would you have simply wanted to be a wife and mom? I can only imagine....
Jessie this is for you...I still think of you every time I hear this song and even after 24 years, I can't sing it without crying. Mama loves you!
Steps for 2/15-6945
Steps for 2/16-12,350
Diet Calendar Entry for 16 February 2012:
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1370 kcal
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Fat: 97.92g | Prot: 100.91g | Carb: 16.96g.
Breakfast: coffee, Stef's Chicken Cordon Bleu, heavy whipping cream. Lunch: bratwurst. Dinner: Mashed "Faux"tatoes, Sweet Italian Salad Dressing, Cream Cheese and Bacon Jalepeno Poppers, green onions, lettuce, yellow squash, half and half, pork loin chops, celery, cucumber. Snacks/Other: frigo cheese head stick. more...
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I can't imagine anything harder than outliving your own child. Stef, I hope that you feel G-d's presence especially close and comforting around you as you see this anniversary pass again. Take care.
16 Feb 12 by member: MrsTofu
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Stef, this is so hard. Only someone who has been through it can possibly know just how hard. I just can't imagine. You are in my prayers dear friend.
16 Feb 12 by member: Johanne
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My heart goes out to you Stef. You've had such love and such loss. HUGS.
16 Feb 12 by member: Helewis
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Beautiful love for your daughter. Losing a child is one of the hardest things in the world. Much love to you, new friend.
17 Feb 12 by member: Owsley
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17 Feb 12 by member: Sk1nnyfuture
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Stef - the beauty of heaven, and eternity.. is the absence of time. And the fullness of love. Jessie will never know the heartache of humanity. Instead she knows the blessings and fullness of being in the Presence of God. She will never be 'taken' from you. As with each day the sun rises, and sunshine streams across your path - she is there with you. What a beautiful song to feel her with you. I don't know the answers - to the countless 'why's' - but I do know Jessie is right where our Father wanted her to be. With Him. And when the Lord calls you Home - you will be together again, for all eternity. And you will never again measure the time not spent - or the years gone by - but instead will worship together in the fullness of His Grace. - I love you Stef. I'm so sorry for your loss. And I am praying for your heart to be overwhelmed by His Presence with you today, as He comforts you and reminds you how dearly you are Loved!!!
17 Feb 12 by member: jsfantome
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Stef, I can't imagine the loss of a child..but you know in your heart
that she is being taken care of in the arms of Jesus and she is a happy little girl..Its hard for any love one to leave us..and we know in ours hearts and mind that we will see them again..its just being on earth with out them that puts the sadness in us...Love you girl and great BIG HUGS....
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Thank you for sharing these thoughts and memories. You and Jessica Anne are in my prayers.
17 Feb 12 by member: Densible
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