dreamcatcher10's Journal, 30 July 2014

You will be OK, just believe in yourself and hang on there! Prayers are with you, and angels are watching you - not pitying, encouraging <3 

Your honesty in recording your feelings will help you in your struggle. 

I can relate to you as I had to go through hip/back physical therapy too. While it is grueling and time consuming, you will come out for the better as it will make the muscles you need stronger so you can ambulate better. Throw self-pity away, as it will hinder your efforts. You have got to learn to push yourself even when you don't want to. If you push yourself for 5 minutes on your off day, that will help make a big improvement in the end. Stay strong, you can do it. Trust God, in all things. 

I praise God that he is healing me now, I say that every moment of the day. Also when I go to bed I plant a picture in my mind ,like a movie, of myself completely healed and seeing myself walk with ease with no pain. When I am in pain, I tell myself that I am just a little sore, and I start saying again, I am healing now, God is healing me now, I accept the healing and then I feel it and I praise him and thank him for healing me now. Praise God for the gift of healing that we receive through the holy spirit. At times I lay and I start visualizing angels surrounding my body holding me up to a bright white light and I feel the light coursing through my body healing me. 

AilaOne I know this to will pass <3 and I know I will hang in there <3 YOUR Prayers are so so Gratefully appreciated <3 what a kind thing to say <3 your encouragement feels like I need get a little bit better <3 Thanks for being such a sweet heart <3 sweet dreams <3 thanks so so much <3  

ChrisComedy ,, been some one reluctant to say just How I really feel yet ,, that would be a great betrail to me <3 and hey I'm not always up like I want to be ,,, the pain can be brutal some times and your Kind words are so appreciated <3 thanks much and hey many sweet dreams I have been reading your post but can barely read most of them that I want to <3 keep up the great work <3 on taking of your body <3  

C67241 every thing you said is right one <3 Thanks so Much for your Kind words of wisdom ,,, even though my Dr has given orders for me to have more physical therapy my insurances hasn't approved of it yes so I had to do all my therapy on my own since Monday ,, I know know if ya read the part were My knee replacement was June 4th and it froze up 86 rang of motion so they had to go back under and have them break all the scare tissue ,, to 104 to now 96 he warned me about it wanting to freeze up and they reassured me that it wasn't because I wasn't doing my physical therapy they said it just happens ,, I begged them to put me into a rehab for at least 3 weeks like they did my mom who had exercising up to 4 hrs a day my insurances wouldn't go for it ,, any ways THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PRAYERS AND YES GOD WILL HEAL ME <3 I pray your doing well <3 sweet dreams <3  

karenromiaih2002 well believe it or not I do that to ,, the only differences is I do share when I am hurting ,,, because I am hurting !! but I do believe God is healing me ,, I went through chemo for a year cancer in 4 spots one of them the size of a large orange 2 the size of small plums and 3 inch on my spine ,, and I praise the Lord for my healing but I also shared when I was too weak to walk and had to have some one carry me up the stares and ask to go to the hospital when I couldn't breath but never for one moment did I think God wasn't in control ,, I'm transparent of my good and tough days ,,, but I sure get were your coming from ... we both agree Gods in control and he heals ,, I'm not ashamed that I need prayers or that I hurt <3 Thanks so Much for the time you gave me to support me <3 and I pray your life is well <3 sweet dreams <3  

God bless you then, I know about pain, I was in pain, I had polio in my hips and they were so detoriated that I needed hip replacements, this all happened after I turned 50 the hips , its called post polio syndrome, I had polio when I was 4 years old and it stayed in my body and attacked my hips after menopause, from 50 to 64, I was in pain , every step I took, Praise God for Obama Care, I had the hips replaced, In May and for the first time in 14 years can walk with out the pain, I still have pain because they are healing, but not like before. I could not tolerate pain pills so I used what I wrote above to you to get through the pain, My self hypnosis, visualization that I shared with you. I never told people the pain I was in because they saw it and they told me. I hated them telling me, because I didn't want to hear it, I was trying to ignore it. 

OMG I did not know about your knee freezing up, I am so sorry for you. Knees are worse then hips to heal , I know that for sure, You see I am a massage therapist and a healer. I am going to start doing some long distance healing for you . I really hope that they approve the therapist, but sometimes, they just do the same thing with every body. I pray that you get a good physical therapist that knows to work with you in a special way and takes interest in you. I hope you can forgive me for not knowing what you were going through and that God does not allow more pain then you can handle. God bless you every day , and every day look for a miracle, or an answer to your problem.